Saturday, May 18, 2013

Characters In A Play

You have to consider the possibility that
While riding the bus home
There is a crowd of
Loud, noisy problem children
Distracting your attention, while
Someone else quietly watches you
Like it or not
You are on display
You can't always have those window shutters to hide behind
You must learn to balance your
Internalization and externalization
Don't worry about being observed
Welcome it!
Accept the challenge of being watched by
Giving them a dance they'll never forget
You are the seer who is seeing and is seen
Look right back at them
You're all characters in a play


Larry sat quietly inside Levi and Vincent’s cave on top of Mt. Sporaticus realizing he was 100% responsible for where he was, who he was here and now.

To Larry’s delight, Levi entered the cave. He was beginning to feel a little lonely, but he knew that was good for him to sit here and go through this self-contemplation. He had been sitting quietly meditating while admiring all of Levi’s paintings.

Breathing out a long sigh, Levi sat down beside Larry. The sound of his sigh told Larry that something wasn’t right.
 
Your actions are defining your reality
Where once your parents reacted to your acts of defiance
By labeling you strong-headed and
Sending you to military school
In order to get you back in touch
With the status quo
You would've reacted differently about
Being in a place you didn't want to be if
You had known then what you know now
Instead of moping and sulking and
Rebelling
By stealing a tank and driving it downtown so that the head-master
Would have no choice but
To expel you from military school
You would have stayed and adapted and possibly
Would have made friendships
That would have lasted a lifetime

Friday, May 17, 2013

Gumption-[2]

I like the word "gumption" because it's so homely and so forlorn and so out of style it looks as if it needs a friend and isn't likely to reject anyone who comes along. . .seems to have dropped out of use.  I like it also because it describes exactly what happens to someone who connects with Quality.  He gets filled with gumption. . .a person filled with gumption doesn't sit around dissipating and stewing about things.  He's at the front of the train of his awareness, watching to see what's up the track and meeting it when it comes.  That's gumption. [1]

That gumption prods you into going out
Two Saturday nights in a row to
Dance alone,
Without any real or unreal expectations
You no longer think about
I'm dancing with myself
As a lonely clown
But dancing with self-awareness and clarity
Any buzz or high you're getting now is
Created by your own flow of energy
This is your night out 
Self-evolving is now in your lexicon
You don't need to pronounce or proclaim this to the world, because
You're totally at peace putting
Sporaticus to your mind
A mind no longer
Divided against itself
 
 
At 56 years of age, Larry Brite wasn’t happy with himself because he wasn’t the best he’d like to be. He’d made mistakes and miscalculations. Too many. If his Dad were still alive, he would’ve snickered and sneered at him like the time Larry told him his hourly wage when he had worked for a major airline.
Who is Malcolm Strachan? He’s the guy who won the Pulitzer Prize for reporting on a League of Supra-Heroes taking over the city that was theirs all along. . .Sporaticus!
And since he was the guy who won the Pulitzer Prize he believed he and only he would get an exclusive interview with the now infamous Mr. Incognito. Malcolm’s tongue is dripping because he knows an interview with Mr. Incognito will get him national airtime.
 
You need to experience changes and challenges, and
You need to have your imagination
Fooled from time to time
Internalizing is okay, as long as it's not too excessive
Remember
You can't hide behind the window shutters
You must externalize
You must encounter folks in a town
Where someone knows someone who knows everybody else
Who now know you
You must get outside to slip and slide on the icy pavement,
Get rained on
Even without an umbrella that can get ripped and torn and broken in a windy storm
You must endure the heat and humidity
During a hot summer day
And feel the same heat
Emitted off the brick buildings at night
As you walk by and touch them on the way home
 
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[1]  Pirsig, Robert M.  Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance.  New York:  Bantam Books,         New Age Edition, 1981, p. 272
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Saturday, May 11, 2013

BLOG FUSION AGAIN

you have to consider the possibilty that
while riding on the bus home
there is a crowd of
loud, noisy problem children
Distracting your attention, while
Someone else quietly watches you
Like it or not
You are on display
 
You can't alway have those window shutters to hide behind
You must learn to balance your
Internalization and externalization
Don't worry 
You must consider the possibility that
While traveling on the bus home
There is a crowd of
Loud, noisy problem children
Distracting your attention, while
Someone else quietly wathces you
Like it or not
You are on display
You cannot always have those window shutters to hide behind
You must learn to balance your
Internalization and externalization
Don't worry about being observed
 
Welcome it!
 
     Malcolm catches himself squirming in his seat a second time because he was only getting one word answers from Larry Brite.  Malcolm was feeling off-course.  He'd never win another Pulitzer Prize on this rate.  He had to shift into another gear in order to open up is infamous guest.   Next question?